why I wear the dead man's hat

That's why I always have the stories about the dead man's hat they don't get it there's more to the story than just one dead man there's been a lot of dead man and there's a lot of hats and somebody has to step on it those hats sometimes it's a regular hat physical hat and other times it's a virtual hat like somebody has to be the boss or somebody has to take charge wearing different hats in the occupation one time my mother lost her job when the boss died the man who started and ran the company he had a heart attack or something and when he died everyone showed up for baby one more week and the company was gone there was no one there to wear that dead man's hat no one who could step forward and feel his Grimm. And a lot of hats I like that a lot of hats are hard to step into some are even hard to step out of it's it's sometimes hard to walk in the dead man's hat this is where he did his work this is where he cast his shadow. No man could walk in his shoes they would say and I would agree but I can walk in his hat I could take that brim two places and other spaces. If the dead man was rich people were rushing to take his hat and if the dead man was poor he would leave his hat where the next man will be sure to find it. We all wear different hats, work, Church, school and so forth. Some people even wear the head of an athlete football and baseball and basketball and so on. Some habits are hard to feel we all have different hats to wear throughout our lives sound for Good Times some for work and some foreplay and we met even have one when we die. So when I die and someone wears this hat it will Point them in the right direction it will make people look their way and say look at the man in that hat.

why I wear the dead man's hat

That's why I always have the stories about the dead man's hat they don't get it there's more to the story than just one dead man there's been a lot of dead man and there's a lot of hats and somebody has to step on it those hats sometimes it's a regular hat physical hat and other times it's a virtual hat like somebody has to be the boss or somebody has to take charge wearing different hats in the occupation one time my mother lost her job when the boss died the man who started and ran the company he had a heart attack or something and when he died everyone showed up for baby one more week and the company was gone there was no one there to wear that dead man's hat no one who could step forward and feel his Grimm. And a lot of hats I like that a lot of hats are hard to step into some are even hard to step out of it's it's sometimes hard to walk in the dead man's hat this is where he did his work this is where he cast his shadow. No man could walk in his shoes they would say and I would agree but I can walk in his hat I could take that brim two places and other spaces. If the dead man was rich people were rushing to take his hat and if the dead man was poor he would leave his hat where the next man will be sure to find it. We all wear different hats, work, Church, school and so forth. Some people even wear the head of an athlete football and baseball and basketball and so on. Some habits are hard to feel we all have different hats to wear throughout our lives sound for Good Times some for work and some foreplay and we met even have one when we die. So when I die and someone wears this hat it will Point them in the right direction it will make people look their way and say look at the man in that hat.

the hat and the man

I had to partner with the dead man because the ones that were living wouldn't treat me right. There really was truth to the old saying that you were worth more dead then alive, because that way all of the people around you could feed from the carcass of your soul to satisfy the insatiable hunger in theirs.

The Pain is for Sale

Do you feel my pain? I don't think that you do. The world has a lust for pain and just about every man and woman is caught up in it.

I was seeing it all from a blur.  I didn't really watch sports anymore not that it wasn't my thing, but it didn't fit in any longer. These people had gotten into the Business Exchange. The business of suffering and the exchange. The exchange of money for pain The Exchange a pleasure for money and pleasure for pain. I love sports I played them as of yet it was fun I had some skills. But I was not extremely long or lean and mean physically to make it really passed a recreational level. I never made my high school basketball team I was pretty short and not an excellent shooter baseball what's something I enjoy but again without an excellent baseball since perspective and IQ that wasn't it for me either and neither was football because like I said I wasn't streamingly physically gifted or a specimen ripe for one of these Sports. But coming up as a kid who loves sports you can't help but the following happens in sport. I'm a I'm a kid from Chicago the home of some sports legends like Andre Dawson and Ryne Sandberg to Michael Jordan Scottie Pippen Carlton Fisk Frank Thomas Gale Sayers and Walter Payton. How could you not love sports in Chicago. So many great runs teams had so many great championships so many great memories. Doesn't have much to do with the pain but rather than Joy of watching these men play their game. I love to watch sweetness he was always the best when they gave him the ball it was like a dance it was like a performance with the feet. Like he was gliding on air surely enough time catches up with all athletes but sweetness he did it all up the middle or on the handoff he even threw touchdown. We all love Walter Payton on the field and we still love him away from it. Who doesn't love Michael Jordan? Who doesn't want to participate in the question of who is the all-time great in NBA history? I'm a kid from Chicago and any kid from Chicago grew up to love Michael Jordan and the Chicago Bulls and their Championship dynasties. Only time will tell who is the greatest of all time? Am I right? I see whole entire television shows week after week year after year debating who is the goat the G oh a tea. Who is the greatest of all time is it LeBron with his championship-caliber or is it Jordan with the on-court dominance for his entire Chicago Bulls career. We saw Jordan and pain. We saw it on the court when he broke his foot. We saw it off the court with family tragedy. We saw his pain when he played with the flu. They even gave it a name. The flu game. It was something like 35 points and he was nearly carried off the court by his teammates invictory and in pain. I love Michael Jordan. I watched his games and his business and career after basketball has been phenomenal and he has so many businesses too many numerous to list. He sold his pain.

Ever since Tupac rappers been trying to sell their pain. They painted all over their bodies. They painted all over their face an arms tattoos they say feel my pain. The music ever since NWA speaks of pain. In a very poignant way they speak of pain, inner city pain of troubles born from poverty and misplacement. Boyz in the Hood and Colors made it all too clear the pain that was for sale. But we've become accustomed to pain. We've become accustomed to suffering we have adapted as a human species in terms of compassion over pain. Pain is for sale pain is for sale not only in sports but also in the boardroom also in the council meetings and lest we not forget also in the church. Give till it hurts they said. Pain was for sale... people will buy and sell pain until people don't exist anymore. do you feel my pain? You might. If you think my paintings for sale because I consider myself pain free but it doesn't mean that they won't sell my pain on TMZ. Sometimes I have friends who address themselves with the name of the pain. The pain is for sale. The pain is for sale the more money involved the more pain it's demanded. Financial types will tell you any day of the week the Commerce is governed by the law of supply and demand... We see the oil companies cell pain everyday. We see the Earth crying in pain and suffering arctic animals. I'm a kid from Chicago I love sports Michael Jordan Walter Payton and more but I never saw skinny polar bear before. have I ever seen an elephant fly? Yeah, I seen that Dumbo shit way in the past of pain.

 I've never seen a skinny polar bear before. I'm from the North Pole but not the one where Santa Claus lives I'm from the one where the redline ends, and the pain begins. It's paying for sale when companies poison and kill with many various capsules and pills. I've never taken many pills I actually don't have that skill. They say it's an epidemic starting with the pill. This pill doesn't have to have a name except to know that it's a pill for pain. Whether they call it Novacane or cocaine or insane or thin chain or whatever it doesn't matter whether you call it morphine or Josephine. they used to call it a horse and they tell you not to write the right horse it was a song if you want a ride Don't Ride the White Horse. Paintings for sale. from the street corner to the boardroom pain is for sale. we see it at the pump. Pain at the pump they say on the news pain is for sale. Turn on your television turn on your Netflix turn on your Redbox Blockbuster DVD Blu-ray streaming 4K HD video flat screen virtual reality and see this... Pain is for sale. Turn on your entertainment set and see the pain is for sale. Sometimes results in death and sometimes results in injury and sometimes results in hurt feelings but regardless of how it is expressed, pain is for sale. Watch what you will I turn my head from the set to see a bigger screen. Do you feel my pain? You could. If only you could get a big enough scream screen. Pain for sale. Do you feel my pain? I don't think you do. Zoom yourself in from 1972 to Washington DC but you still want to see me on Pennsylvania Avenue. Pain is for sale on K Street pain is for sale.  

The pain is for sale all over Washington DC from the Pentagon to the Congress to the White House to the Oval Office. Pain is for sale. Feel my pain... pain is for sale all over the world from Africa to the Middle East to Ukraine pain is for sale. Maybe we thought you wouldn't feel the pain but the pain is for sale even in place remote like Australia the pain is for sale. From the North Korea to Russia the pain is for sale. Ice-breaking ships and Rockets? The pain is for sale. I've never seen a skinny polar bear. As men we would give our souls to pass into omnipresence... but... The pain is for sale. I see it all in a blur like I'm moving quickly and time is standing still at this speed I can't feel pain the same way I could at the speed of natural time.

Humans could never give up on the idea of selling pain we could trace this as far back Abel and Kane...

Am I right? Can you dig it? do you need a college degree? because if that's what you need then I know some people who indeed feel your pain. The pain is for sale. millions of dollars to get into top schools? Faking Sports, faking tests? if you think you have to be poor to have pain that's for sale then don't think that no more. If you are rich and you know the right people, your pain is for sale. how could you not feel that pain across a generation pain is for sale from children to parents and so on, the pain is for sale.

Why do people love pain so much? The hell if I know. They think hell is a place that you go... They don't know? Get directions: bring pain until Earth has become hell. There are people out there who anticipate the pain they will feel when planetary cataclysm occurrence takes place. They don't know the pain will be the same redeem as any other man. The pain is for sale. Silo's turned into bunkers cabins hidden in the mountains and a Doomsday Clock that is counting. how many minutes to midnight? Do you feel my pain? Is it 3 minutes...is it 2 minutes? Will I feel pain when it happens?

Do you feel my pain? I don't think that you do. The world has a lust for pain and just about every man and woman is caught up in it.

Some pain is of the physical variety, some mental While others still I psychological. Some people would insist that Love is pain but I don't believe that. That's just a cliche and I think more on that people straight out are pain junkies.z does it matter whether it's a sleeve of tattoos, or cosmetic surgeries it's all about the pain. It's all about fitting in and fitting in where you belong and if you don't you will feel the pain. who would deny that there is too much pain in the world? Who would deny feeling pain even at the moment that you asked them were they feeling pain? we even have wishes for the pain of death wanting control of pain even from the grave...

(Excerpt from @pheenerfly on Instagram)

I didn't feel any pain. 💭 The humans surrounded me and one said, " ..at least he didn't have to suffer. He died instantly." 🔭 I can hear them all now, the voices. I was not in the least surprised, for every human that ever lived knew death was coming for them. 👽 I can see the faces of the humans now, all of them but not through the eyes of a living being. . Something far more powerful. I had seen it all in a proper way nightmare, a dream getting closer that I stood directly in the path of. 💙 Life. ✌️

 Do you feel my pain? I'm not sure that you can. mankind is exploring space if you can feel his pain. the pain of being stranded on a planetary Paradise in a universe where you have no idea if you are alone or not. Can You Feel the error of human pain where the Common Man pace extraordinary sums of money to fly into space. Paying piles of money to be piled into a rocket, and shot into zero gravity. do you feel that pain the pain of people with more money than they could ever spend? people who feel the pain of knowing you will die on this planet and not much will have changed. no matter how you look at it the perspective is the same the perspective is pain the poor man feels pain when he runs out of money why the rich man feels the pain that he is running out of time. Time is money? Am I right? have you ever thought about it this way. the pain is for sale. The pain is for sale to philanthropists... these are the super rich who take their big piles of money and apply it to the pain of others. they feel the pain through empathy. they feel the pain of others. they feel the hunger pangs across Humanity. They feel the pain of diseases that plagues their species. They feel the pain of others even from afar.

 

 Where I live in Big City Chicago I feel the pains of capitalism. Do you feel my pain? I'm not sure that you ever will. We feel the pain of violence from guns because we feel the pain of poverty. we feel the pain of corruption through high taxes and mismanaged funds, the pain of drugs and the decimated neighborhoods left in its wake. The Growing Pains of capitalism. people think they call Chicago the windy city because of the weather but it's actually a reference to the politicians hot air. did you know that? do you feel my pain? Maybe you can. So whats the point ? The point is that pain is applied to all of us in our daily lives and in situations in our lives, and then it's all a matter of degree. you could see pain in my smile. I'll write that again you could see pain in my smile. it's because my smile is broken. There are teeth missing there will be drilling there will be pain. All this for someone who's never felt pain. never truly felt pain. never gone under the knife feeling the pain of the blade even before it touches the surface. the pain is for sale. do you feel my pain? now I think that you do. If you liked this article, consider a contribution to the author towards a set of new teeth.

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When will the USA stop living in this place

If you ever have anything that makes you laugh uncontrollably I have to say that the thought of the USA being in this place is mine.

People close to me will get annoyed when I say the plane the plane if indeed they are old enough to remember this sitcom or have seen it and known the refrain of the assistant cuz the boss saying boss the plane here comes the plane! These people would then get off the plane and lead a life of fantasy but at some point they had to get off the island to make room for the next plane full of people to come live out their fantasies. Often times these people came to realize there fantasy wasn't quite what it cracked up to be in real life. Fantasies can't go on forever. At some point fantasies have to end, they always do.

I don't live in that fantasy anymore but boy does it give me the tickle of my life to hear the gospel of the people who do. So much fantasy so many promises.

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State of the dysfunction

Greetings to you tonight my fellow Americans is my proud honor to bring to you tonight the state of our dysfunction address. Yes America we're still here but things are sinking fast. Many people think we never escaped our first fatal flaw which was slavery, and truth be told we didn't! We will have Rob people of their Humanity any chance that we get and if by some chance you work your way to the top we will ensure that we attach ourselves and either go up with you or pull you down. Bill quotes of Give me liberty or give me death have fallen on deaf ears. A man in our penal system who has been sentenced to death and who wants to die, and has begged to be put to death, for some reason cannot. It is our state of the dysfunction in the year 2019..